Music.

I can't listen to a single song without thinking about you.
(Well, I can't really do ANYTHING without thinking of you, but that's for another time.)

You're in every song. I can't listen to music without thinking of you because it's either:
A) A song we used to sing out loud together in your car, or with your guitar in your basement
B) A funny song I know we would laugh at together
C) A song that I know you would love just like I do
or
D) The lyrics.
I find that the lyrics really get to me. I hear musicians putting my feelings into words, and it kind of scares me. Sometimes, I'll hear a song that describes our relationship so accurately, I feel like someone is following me around and writing songs about my life.

I'm never sad when I think of you though. I just smile, because I know that one day I can share all of the songs with you.

Earlier today, I had my iPod on shuffle, and it played three of our songs in a row. I drove around town with the windows down in absolute bliss.

You know, I thought this would be a lot harder. But I'm okay. In fact, I'm better than okay. I'm doing better than I ever have. I'm growing so much just by missing you. And for whatever reason, I have been blessed with so much comfort and peace in the times that I really need it.

I'm grateful for you. I love that I hear you in music, and see you everywhere I go. I don't miss you as much as I'm just so excited to be with you forever. And I know that we will make it. 

We're not just going to endure these next two years. We're going to DESTROY these next two years. :)